It's been exactly one year since Gracie died....


*sigh* This year went by so damn fast, I just can't believe that it's been that long already.


And yet, I can b/c it feels like forever since I last held her, pet her, kissed her. It has been forever. A whole day without her is like forever - an entire year...that's just insane to believe it's real.


But it is real, and fact is though it gets easier, it still gets harder as well (if that makes any sense at all) because it's just lengthening the time since the last time I got to do those things with my pooh...


I do think about her everyday... i even had a moment on the roadtrip back from FSU last month where I actually thought 'I'm gonna get to see Gracie!' Yeah, you can imagine I was a little bummed when I realized immediately afterwards that it wouldn't be happening.


*sigh again* I just really want my Pooh back - I still don't think it's fair (never will).

I know it's selfish, but i don't care.


*iz sad*


But to honor the life that WAS Gracie Pooh, i give you picspam with some of my alltime favorite Gracie pics...